Saturday, October 12, 2013

Copacabana


Where do I think I am going to find what I want

Woman, her beautiful face, waves hitting the beach

Hills, ship lights at a distance, I went through them all

Only to see nothingness of everything here and now



Greed, lust, memories chase me as if to destroy me

Running away from them and sitting on the sea shore

Hypnotized by a caipirinha and the music of Copacabana

All I see is nothingness of everything here and now



Afraid of the inner demons that haunt me

I seek Thy help in fighting the battle of life

For now sitting on the shore watching the horizon

All I see is nothingness of everything here and now

Sunday, January 06, 2013

Understanding Gandhi's Experiments With Truth

I read this book first time in Hindi long long time ago. Recently I read it again in English. What is truth really ? is it not subjective and depends on factors such as culture, economic situation of the person, and the time and age one is born. Gandhi's fanatic emphasis on vegetarianism has always been a mystery. Gandhi should have asked himself what if he were born as a Eskimo, would he be a vegetarian? The strangest part of the whole vegetarian episode of Gandhi is that while he experimented with eating meat in India, a mostly vegetarian country, and "relished" it (to use his own words),  yet he steadfastly stuck to vegetarianism in a predominantly meat eating society. Why ? Because his mother asked him to take a vow of being vegetarian.

Basically to understand Gandhi one must try to understand his background. He was psychologically hurt by racism in South Africa. He was helpless and powerless. Gandhi belonged to a trading community and he inherited traits like diplomacy and non aggressiveness from his background. He was also a lawyer by education. Thus he took to a philosophy of non violence and pseudo experiments with truth as the only diplomatically sane option. Gandhi wanted to be good to everyone. And in this effort he left no stone unturned. It seems that the truth for Gandhi was to appease people and be liked by everyone. His support for Caliphate movement in Turkey was absolutely deplorable.

The history books in school are taught in a very one-dimensional sense. There is no deep analysis in them, as the basic purpose these books have is to provide a curriculum against which students can be measured. It is time that we took a critical look at our historical figures. Otherwise in a thousand years, we might end up with another God to worship in a blinded fashion. This has done no good to our race and country. Could a person of Gandhi's temperament ever be a scientist ? It is hard to imagine this.